I can relate to Elvis Presley’s song “I’m all Shook up’ but not in the context of the lovesick feeling that had him shaking. Recently I’ve felt everything around me was shaking, that nothing was grounded. I feel like I’ve been riding the teacup ride at the amusement park, but it is neither fun nor exhilarating.
I imagine this feeling started when Ralph died. I found more of my security and stability in him than I had realized. When he died my world seemed to start spiraling out of control, and it still seems to be spinning.
I keep waiting for the motion to stop but it does not. I am taking some time and accessing why I feel this way. I need stability and peace in the midst of the storm. Read the lyrics from a song sung by JJ Heller.
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave your hands
Your hands
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
How comforting is that? The hands that shaped the world are holding me. I need to remind myself that nothing I am going through has taken Him by surprise. I must stand on the firm foundation. I know that Christ is the solid rock and other ground is sinking sand. I know this in theory, but living this out in practical application is a much harder thing to do.
I suppose I just need to hold on and enjoy the ride. Storms will not last forever. They have a beginning a middle and an end. I need to do as Peter did and just keep my eyes on Jesus and not on the waves. Perhaps you are feeling lost or all shook up. Take a breath and steady your heart. Quit freaking out and let the One who holds the world hold your life in His hands as well. Psalm 62:2 says “Truly he is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.”